Wednesday, November 17, 2010

You've Got A Way


You've got a way with me
Somehow you got me to believe
In everything that I could be
I've gotta say-you really got a way
You've got a way it seems
You gave me faith to find my dreams
You'll never know just what that means
Can't you see... you got a way with me

It's in the way you want me


It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love

You've got a way with words
You get me smiling even when it hurts


There's no way to measure what your love is worth
I can't believe the way you get through to me
It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love

Oh, how I adore you
Like no one before you
I love you just the way you are

It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love

It's just the way you are

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Be Happy


Yeah! Just be happy.
Why? Do you think I’m not happy? Do you think I don’t want to be happy? Everybody wants to be happy and so do I.  Thinking of some conflicts doesn’t mean you choose not be happy instead it’s one way of finding happiness. It’s fixing things out so that whenever it comes again, it won’t be harder to muddle through. Sometimes, no matter how much you want things to happen it just seems nothing. It’s not just because it is meant to be deserted but because someone just let it happen.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Thinking of You

Everyday, I keep on thinking of you - how are you, where are you right now, are you alright. Recently, I keep on thinking of our future. I wonder how and where will we be in the next couple of years. Will we still be together? Will you still feel the same way for me? Will you be able to keep your words? Will we still love each other?
When I first met you, I have seen forever. I can see forever in your eyes.

I just want you to know how much you mean to me. You may not notice it, it may be too early to tell but I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. I want to be yours.
I pray that God will grant us the happiness we deserve, the blessings we need in our oneness soon.
This is all I wanna say..I think about you all the time because...



Suspicion

I know it's nonsense but it sound it has sense to me.
"Wala lang..it's not just once..that i dreamed about you and this girl..wala lang..kasabot ka kanang feeling nimo na ginabinuangan ka lang..aw dili diay..kanang feeling na ginapakita na jud sa imo ang tinuod..as in ladlaran na jud..na nana siya'y lain..or 'love' pa daw diay niya ang isa..sa iyang past. Shit gani kaayo na feeling :(


haaay. Please stop if naa pa'y inana.."

I am not insecure or what.
It's just that I am disturbed by this instinct..

wtf!
Well, I'm confident that whatever it is..it will take in the future..I know I can handle..I can carry things out.
I can get over you..."Us".
Help me Lord! Vanish the suspicion that I have right now. Please replace it with your faith.

Monday, November 8, 2010

Bad Dream

Last night, I had dreamed of him. I don't know why, was it because I think about him too much or what. It was he had this another girl that he tend to forget me. Grrr
This may be the effect after I have read the "Bea-Gerald Breakup"
waaaaah! I got carried away...ew. Feeler!

Anyways, I could not believe myself - I'm starting to hold him, I'm starting to feel him, I'm starting to own him. Haay
Whatta stupid feeling! This is one of the things I greatly feared of - to love somebody and to become somehow dependent. I want to be with him for always. I want him to own me. Haha
waaaaah! Stop me if this ain't gonna last..bad dream.

I love You Everyday

Everyday, you always give me reason to love you more and more each day. Grrrrr
Aaah! I'm so into you. Shetz

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

When You Love Someone


When you love someone you'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
You'll shoot the moon put out the sun
When you love someone
You'll deny the truth believe a lie
There'll be times that you'll believe
you can really fly
But your lonely nights have just begun
When you love someone
When you love someone you'll feel it deep inside
And nothin' else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone
When you love someone - you'll sacrifice
You'd give it everything you got and
you won't think twice
You'd risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

See You Soon

Just a week ago, we all experienced a roller-coaster ride in the company. It's an odd feeling that paralizes each and every one of us. It seems we all can't accept what has happened but pretty sure all went in different ways to cope up the grief. Nevertheless, all went well...all just enjoyed the moment.

Some went home, some went afar and some just stayed.
I miss them. I miss my friends, my accomplices and my best buddies.
We all live now in separate lives.

I'm hoping to see you soon, to bond with all of you sooner.

I love you friends ,^^

Saturday, October 9, 2010

i so love you

there is nothing i can say now...
it's just...
i love you.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Lover's Quarrel


I don’t know why it hurts. All I know is it really hurts. It’s an unbearable pain, it’s a pain inside. Haay! It’s been days I’m experiencing this(I do have an idea but I’m not yet certain). Last night, we were out for dinner when it showed aggression again. Huhu. I missed the food the food that I’ve been craving for. Haha. Anyway, my love and I had a petty quarrel regarding this. Here’s an excerpt from our conversation last night.

She: madto mi hospital, aw
He: magunsa mo?
She: I can not this.
He: naunsa ka?
She: sakiiiit keu akong tiyan.
……..
She: dili man maluoy.
He: kelangan ba kaluy-an ang buang kasturya?
She: cge nlng ui. Sa lain na lang ko mangita..kana mustorya sa buang.
………

(wala nay text)


I so miss him. Haha. Funny! Grrrr… He doesn’t seem to care but I know deep inside he missed me too. Tsk


Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Stages Of Love


5 Stages Of Love
by Ruth D. Kerce
What are the stages of love? Love develops between two partners in several different levels. For love to endure, each level is important.

 
Stage 1. ATTRACTION - a positive response to a person beyond friendship. This can further be broken down into two areas: (a) physical attraction & (b) emotional attraction.
a. Physical Attraction - happens when your body reacts to another person. Heart rate increases; temperature rises, palms get sweaty; stomach flutters; throat tightens; etc. This is the most superficial of "loves" on one level, but one of the most powerful on another. It represents the first contact.
b. Emotional Attraction - develops next if the circumstances are right. After being drawn to a person physically, you then begin to converse. If you find you have things in common -- hobbies, ideologies, career, education, or some other common ground -- then an emotional attraction starts to form.
An emotional attraction can also occur even when a physical attraction does not. And in this case, the bond may even be stronger between the two who connect, since no preconceived notions based on physical appearance has occurred.

Stage 2. ROMANCE - essentially an act of trying to influence or gain favor of another by lavishing attention or gifts upon them. There are two type of romance: (a) selfish romance & (b) selfless romance.
  (a) Selfish Romance - occurs when you do romantic acts solely for the purpose of gaining something for        yourself -- like to get gifts, to impress someone else, or even simply for sexual favors whether your partner is interested or not. 
(b) Selfless Romance - occurs when you do romantic acts for the enjoyment and pleasure of your partner. You receive your enjoyment and pleasure through their happiness.
Selfish romance (& love) will quickly die out. Selfless romance (& love) will endure. Because romance is an "act," many couples who have been together a long time take it for granted. With a conscious effort, it can be rekindled.


Stage 3. PASSION - a desire for another person, which has grown to an intensity that can't be ignored. This is often where an emotional relationship turns into a physical relationship. The passion stage is very important. It's a plateau.
From here, the relationship will fork into two roads, and the couple must decide which path to take. The relationship will either burn itself out or will move onto the next stage.


Stage 4. INTIMACY - a close association with another person of the deepest nature. You share you thoughts, your feelings, your dreams. In true intimacy, there is nothing that you cannot tell this person (though we often hesitate because of our own unfounded fears).
Intimacy is not total in one swoop. It is a developing process, which never ends. If you can't establish intimacy with your partner, your relationship may work for a while, but is unlikely to endure throughout the years.


Stage 5. COMMITMENT - a pledge to remain true to your mate throughout good and bad times. Commitment is easy when times are good. Commitment can be extremely difficult when times are bad. Learn to ride out the bad times.


If you've made it this far, why give up? Listen to each other, be willing to compromise, and remember why you got together in the first place.
 Love is worth the effort ...

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Cali Ice

I wasn’t feeling well then that’s why I decided not to let him drop by but he insisted. Fine! He went there, I wanna see him also. It was late at night when he went to my place. I told him I can only accommodate him till 10pm but due to some circumstances we had to leave the place at that point. It was unfortunate that some kinda fishy thing has erupted. I hate him that night. I understand that he was annoyed by the landlord too but he shouldn’t act that way. He was too arrogant that I could not take it. The nerve! Grrr. I was embarrassed, too. I didn’t know what to do but cry. I didn’t understand what I have inside until I decided to take a bit of ‘shot’. Whew!



Inaamin Ko



kumusta ka na?
Sana ikaw ay laging masaya
Kasamang mga kaibigan mo
Pakinggan mo ang sasabihin ko

Aaminin ko
Sa lahat ng taong nandito
Aaminin ko
Ikaw pa rin ang hinahanap ko

Tanda mo pa ba
Mga panahong tayo ay laging magkasama
Puno ng ligaya
Di ko naisip na bigla na lang nawala

Aaminin ko
Sa lahat ng taong nandito
Aaminin ko
Ikaw pa rin ang hinahanap ko

Aaminin ko
Sa lahat ng taong nandito
Aaminin ko


Monday, October 4, 2010

I'll Stay In Love With You


Time has passed, days gone by, and seasons may change but I’ll stay in love with you. We went through a lot of trials, through thick and thin we stayed together.

  Despite the differences, we still managed to cope up and understand each other.
Some may not understand the tightness of the bond we have but I don’t care as long as you’re with me.
Nothing compares to the patience and love you have for me. This is enough for me not to let go of you.

It may sound stupid but this means my everything to me.


Freezin' Inside


Whew! It’s freezin’ cold in here. Grr! I hate this feeling. Am I sick or what? I asked my seatmate and yet only me who’s experiencing this cold feeling. I don’t know if this is the aftermath of what I’ve done. Yeah! sounds crazy but I think this is really is it(based on hearsay). Anyway, I would like to thank all the factors, elements and everything which contributed to that ‘great yet stupid night’. 


To alleviate the ‘cold feeling’ I felt at this moment, I got some cup of coffee. 







Whoa! At least, for me to stay calm(it’s damn that I could not continue working). 

My First Post

This is actually my first post. This is gonna be between you and me only. LOL
This is where I wanna post everything I wanna say, everything I wanna express.
This is where my journey begins..so come away with me! Please bear with me..