Bad Dream

Last night, I had dreamed of him. I don't know why, was it because I think about him too much or what. It was he had this another girl that he tend to forget me. Grrr
This may be the effect after I have read the "Bea-Gerald Breakup"
waaaaah! I got carried away...ew. Feeler!

Anyways, I could not believe myself - I'm starting to hold him, I'm starting to feel him, I'm starting to own him. Haay
Whatta stupid feeling! This is one of the things I greatly feared of - to love somebody and to become somehow dependent. I want to be with him for always. I want him to own me. Haha
waaaaah! Stop me if this ain't gonna last..bad dream.